Friday 26 July 2013

{ The Liebster Award }




 a big thankyou too amummastimeout for nominating my blog for the liebster award! :) this is an award
for upcoming bloggers with less than 200 followers, its away too find new bloggers and too gain more and bigger audience and meet new bloggers, so lets get started!  :) 


here are the rules!
  1. each blogger should answer the questions the tagger askied 
  2. choose 11 new bloggers too pass the award ontoo and link them too your post
  3. create 11 new questions for your chosen blogger too answer 
  4. go back too their page and let them know about the award
  5. NO tag backs.



So lets get started!

here are the questions and the answers


1- Where would you most like to go on holiday?
well tbh i dont really go on holiday as scotlands such a big place ive not seen all of it,
but im more than likely go for a wee holiday too manchester too see familly
2- If money was no object what would be the first thing you would do?
a bigg house with a big swimming pool
3- What is your favourite colour?
ooh thats a tricky question it used too be pink but ive become quite fond of the colors
light blue and icey white.
4- Whats your favourite season?
autumn !!  i love how all the leaves go that pretty golden color 
5- Do you have names picked for any children you may have?
i did do yeah, Louise Jennifer Dillon  and Damean
 Lee Dillon <3
6- If you could meet anyone from the celeb world who would it be?
tim burton! with out a doubt <3
7- Sweet or Savory?
savory
8- Heels or Flats?
flats
9- Whats your favourite film?
i dunno!! O.0
1O- If you could only eat one thing for the rest of your life what would it be? 
cornflakes and soya yoghurt mixed! :P 
I look forward to reading your answers :)  


i nominate the following bloggers
Joanna @candyflosshead
huge community @byourownblog
 thats all i can find atm sorry


My questions for the bloggers are:
  1. Bestfriend name?
  2. Favourite tv Show?
  3. Favourite restaurant?
  4. Last concert?
  5. Guilty pleasure?
  6. Dog or cat?
  7. Red or pink?
  8. Middle name?
  9. Song you listen too daily?
  10. Do you believe in god or a higher power?
  11. Kissing on the first date?

Have fun! tag your it.<3








Thursday 18 July 2013

{ Quite day followed by noisy night }




hello darlings!!
its been a couple of days since my 'emotionalpost' and today i thought i would make a more cheerful post, today has been a little quite day inside i just pop'ed out too order my medication and thats about it. i have made my bedroom all girlie and pretty! as its was just plan and very 'bare' so i opened up all my draws and found all my favourite lip balms and nail vanish and made my room all pretty! i have also completed my wall art full of my favorite photo memory's, i will maybe take photos and uplode them on here but i really dont like showing of my personal space on the internet, as i want some stuff too be very secret and not too personal is that just me or am i strange? 

but then its got later and my brother has come too stay so all i can her is bombombo ddddd bangbangbang aeeeeeggh,... so my nice quite day has turned in too a noisy murder scene!   (they are playing cod and borderlands3) so its a verry loud night. so i think im going too leave this post very short make some super and head too bed with my kittys and book where its nice a quite bye bye dollys xoxo

Tuesday 16 July 2013

{ anxiety and personalities }

hello darlings Its has been been long time since my last post im sorry! I hope you are all good and enjoy the sunshine that's still out! i have been okay I went through quite a stressful week as the boys were going camping which means i had too stay away from my husband and my furbabies some people would think oh what's wrong with her its only a day away but no its not only a day i felt very lost with out him i had a couple of anxiety attacks and i felt so hopeless!! its not a nice place too be when your life is run by anxiety ive seen tooo many people including myself life get ripped apart :( sometimes i have just giving up its such an easy thing to do but once you give up you think of how far you have come and how much you have tried too fight it so just too suddenly give up is such a silly thing too do! then you feel like there is a lot of pressure with personal problem and its making me feel worse! but all i do is take each day as it comes do u ever feel like you are two different people? like you have too different personalities? sometimes i feel really happy and my confidence is really good, but then im randomly in a completely different place and i feel scared and alone? ive had the happy side alot and i can feel myself being the old person i used too be, as ill get up and clean up all day, and not use the internet till the night time and ive started reading again no just me? okay.

i read on the news today that the very beautiful talia lost her life today! :( the 13 year old girl was such an inspirational young girl who always had a smile on her face no matter what pain she was in, and that was no just too peole her age it was just older people who were suffering with cancer neuroblastoma has been a well none name in our family my little niece was 2 when we found out she had it in july 2009, it was such a horrible experence we would travel up too see her in yorkshire while she was going through all the horrible stuff that you have too have inside the hospital im so glad my beautiful neice is living too tell her story. and what talias went through and she did leave her hand prints and foot prints in the world r.i.p beaitiful little butterfly 'just keep swimming' talia castellano 1999-2013 <3



SO lets add some good things too the post! eeeek. so ive lost another 4pounds so im very very happy and proud of my self! and its coming up too tommys birthday and my sisters and wedding 7 years wedding anniversary so im verry excited about that!:}  .im sorry that this post had been alittle bit up and down maybe tomorrow it will be a uplifting post.


good night and god bless bye bye dollys.

<3

<3  




Tuesday 9 July 2013

{ Sunshine and icelollys }



hello darlings!!
how are you all on this verrry lovely sunny afternoon? yep you hear right i said the word sunny! its been such a good couple of days, with the sun making an appearance in summer!! :O i adore this weather so much, icecream, walks in the park, bbq's, beach walks, icelolly! you name it im on it lol!, so yesterday i was out side for about 9hrs and yes that was the most amazing time, BUT also the most painfulist night i was like a lobster when i finally came in. im sat in the garden while im writing this, and im in love with all the birdys singing away and the trees look so happy lol! yes trees can look happy. 

while alot of you are out with girl friends im out and about with my husband i never really had a lot of friends because im not one too really get on with girls! not all girls ive meet some lovely girls online and offline, but the ones i met in school etc where either horrible too me orr a fake friend! in my hight school the thing was always too be mean too the person with hardly any friends or cannot always affored the 'popular' things so later in life i dont mixed well with either as ive got a really big complex too trused people, so i have been ploding around with my soul mate, his my best freind! who need so this post makes me sound like a 'billy no mates' when infact i have met some amazing people in my life time who will always be a big part of my life, but distance is a bitch! 


So as you can see i have yet again changed my theme! its very girly but also very light and simple, i love the colors i have used, and the font looks nice a neat. i got the idea from my old theme tbh i LOVE lace, so i though maybe the banner would look better in a little bit of lace, so thats where i got the idea from and i love the colors im in heaven lol! so im going too go for a walk with my beautiful husband so ill see you soon

bye bye dollys xoxox 












Monday 8 July 2013

{ My personal tips on dealing with depression }




Depression can be really draining, and can really cause conflict in your daily life. I know I am not the only one who suffers from it, so I wanted to make a post on how you could cope with it.
Reminders & Being Organized - Buy an organizer, and write the most important tasks that need to be completed. Set up deadlines for yourself. Don’t take to much extra challenges on at a time, or else you’ll just be stressed out! If you’re still in school, and your friends have different priorities then you, just explain to them about your goals and what you like doing with them, and what you don’t. So when they do activities you enjoy, you can join them. When they do other activities, take this time to catch up on your personal tasks.

Keeping track - Blogging is very therapeutic, because you can share the ups and down of your day, and sometimes people can relate to you. Also, if you write down what stressed you out during the day, you can see if it’s a pattern and then make a change. Keep what makes you happy.

Loving who you are - You are better then cutting, pills, and any other self harm methods. Have a positive reminder hanging somewhere in your room, or space where you spend the most time.  Write down one thing you like about yourself, one accomplishment you made, what made you feel confident and what was the nicest thing someone said to you that day. This will send more positive vibes. If you struggling with addiction, please know it’s alright to go get help! People that want to help you are out there.

Ignoring the bad -  When I say this, I mean the negative comments that were made towards you. If you notice a pattern of rude things being said by the same people - ignore them, and find people who will  love you for you. Delete, and block them on any social networking site. Block their number, and know you deserve better.

Dealing with the breakdowns - Call someone text someone or be with someone who you trust. Have them talk to you until youre better. i talk too my husband or close mate but  if you have no one you can message me. I will talk to you night or day :)  maybe drink lots of water focus on your breathing, and cry - or scream to release any negative energy.

Having depression doesnt make you a weak person in fact all the stuff you are fighting for and still love to tell the story your quite amazing!  you deserve to be here :) your are  not crazy, and it does not make you a bad person or any less than a person it also isn’t your fault its just a disorder in ur body like a chemical imbalance sometimes you can  take medical to help you balance things back out but you can also go day by day getting by with it urself? i have since the age of 14! so i promise you from the bottem of my heart that YOU are not alone


byebye dollys xoxo

Wednesday 3 July 2013

{ 5 things ive learnt from blogging }



1. You cannot buy your followers! (not that iknow of ) you have too go out and find them, and if they like your blog then you will get a very nice follower! and that follower will make other people follow you from other blogs that follow them.

2. you dont need too be a 'sheep' and you dont need too blog too inpress, write whats from your heart and dont copy whats the latest blogging, blog what you want too blog and see how it goes from there who knows you may become on of the best bloggers out there. anything is possible dolly

3. you are not an expert! you may no more than some, but you may also no less then some, dont think your better, and always reply too you lovely followers what gets me the post, when theres 'internet famous' people think there better than other bloggers and dont think they should reply cos they hardy have any followers, where all the same and our blogs are our own unique style

4. keep blogging, you get into a good pattern and you stick too it, even if its just a little post about your day or what you ate that day. or maybe follow these latest  'blog for all of july' that way your filling your blog and getting a whole month of your life down, good days or bad days, it gives use something too read  

5. there is always going too be someone very jealous of your blog! ive had some harassing inbox's the last couple of days which have been very pointless and unessersery. dont let them bring you down.

Bye bye dollys xoxox